PANIC!!!

I'm starting to panic. It's approximately 70 days until our cruise leaves. I'm getting nervous! On Jan 1, 2010 I weighed 221.5lbs. This morning, I weighed 217.5lbs. Not great. Not great at all. Not where I wanted to be with my weightloss at ALL! That's only 4 lbs!

I have stopped taking Herbal!fe because it's breaking the budget right now. I do miss their shakes because they were soooo good but I did get a wholesale things so hopefully soon I can get more.

I really enjoy Taebo and a friend of mine suggest Turb@ Jam. So I borrowed it from her and I really like it. I'm only on day7 of it but I really enjoy it and I find that time just FLIES by while I'm doing it. I haven't noticed to much weight loss yet but I think that my tummy is getting slimmer even though I don't hear it from someone else.

I recently talked with someone who did a cruise and they were talking and all excited about it! I really want to go now! Anyway, I should go. I'm going to make up a schedule for this week in exercising! I can't wait till the snow melts and then I wanna get out there and WALK!

Also, my hubby wants to get pregnant either on the cruise or before the cruise or just after the cruise. I'm being selfish and I really want to loose more weight 1st.

I also wanted to add that the last couple times that my husband and I have gone out for dinner, I'm been taking a take out container home with me! So excited about that! The 'old' me would have eaten everything on the entire plate because I was embarrassed to take it home. Now, I'm SOOO proud that I'm taking that container out the door!